Sunday, November 28, 2010

Wisely I'm choosing Grey Cup Sunday to post to my blog after a week of not being here.  "Cause you know, at least five people will read it.  I guess there are a few of you out there who don't care (Char) but most of my friends and family are facepainted and ready to once again sit on the edge of their seats for a couple of hours to see if Saskatchwan can pull it off.  It'd be real easy (as a long-term Rough Riders fan) to toss in a couple of cheap shots right now...but I'll refrain.  You never know...they might actually win....

I just realized that if you're not Canadian or a football fan, you have no idea what the previous paragraph means.  My province (Saskatchewan) won the CFL (Canadian Football League) West division and is playing the East today for the Grey Cup.  It's a big deal for us.  I could explain why, but it just makes most Saskatchwan Rough Rider fans sad, so I won't bother.

The only other thing I'll say about this is that I checked ESPN to see if they were covering the game and (surprise, surprise) they aren't.  They are, however, covering tennis all afternoon.

Seriously.  Tennis. 

Stupid continent.

It's hard to know what exactly to tell you about what's happening down here.  I had a nice few days away from the house and enjoyed reading by the pool in my hotel.  I'm a little more tanned.  I had some good times with God and feel like He gave me some insights on a few things.  That was helpful and encouraging.

Are there still some problems that need to be dealt with here?  Sigh...yep.  And I'm not sure what to do.  Things have improved with most of the guys dramatically from what they were a week ago.  But there are a couple of guys who are still choosing to do their own thing, with no regards to the rules here or what I tell them.  I'm trying to figure out how to respond to that.  I could give you the list of reasons why it's happening, and I have great compassion for those guys and the issues they're dealing with.  But at the same time, this isn't a situation that can go on indefinitely.  I have a responsibility to the other guys here in the house as well.  Something needs to happen.

One other prayer request (I'm just assuming that you'll be praying for the above).  =)  One of the guys is having a tough time with some family issues right now.  He's suddenly talking about leaving the house and taking off to join the military (everyone here is suppose to do a year of service).  He doesn't need to do that year right now (he's got options) but he's thinking about leaving in January.  This is completely out of the blue.  Obviously he needs to make this decision for himself, I can't interfere.  But if you could pray for him, that'd be great.  He needs a lot of wisdom and spiritual protection right now.

And please continue praying for wisdom and protection for all of us.  I'm still not sure I'm feeling completely on top of my game here.  For sure things are better, but I'm still feeling kind of tired and like I'd be good with a break.  Which is weird since I just had a break.  =)  I'm sure this will pass, but I'd appreciate your prayers.

Thanks everyone!  Christmas decorations are starting to go up here in Santa Cruz, so I'm thinking we'll haul our tree out sometime this week.  Last year my mom bought chocolates and cookies for the guys to eat while we were decorating.  They've been asking if we're doing that again this year.  I think they've decided it should be a tradition...

Thanks Mom.  =)
      

Friday, November 19, 2010

This is going to be a quick note, 'cause I'm about to head out the door to have lunch with a couple of street kids I know (which is a whole other story).  But I wanted to ask again for prayer.  We're really feeling it today (by "we" I mean Maribel and I).  There's just a heavy oppression here right now.  We sat down just now to talk and pray, and I was suprised to hear that she was feeling exactly the same as me.

So we definitely need your prayers.  We're both having a "What am I doing here?" day.  It's funny, I spoke to another missionary friend yesterday, and she was feeling exactly the same way. 

Thanks everyone.  I'll let you know how things go...

   

Thursday, November 18, 2010

I haven’t been here for a few days. No real reason except I knew people were wondering about my Typhoid/health issues and I didn’t really have any answers. I’m not sure I have any real answers now mind you either...but I can report that I’m feeling better, so I guess that’s good.

My Typhoid’s been done for a couple of weeks, more or less. But the day after I finished my Typhoid meds, the ol’ body decided to rebel against...something...and stopped accepting food. So I went for a week and a half not eating anything. And when I say not eating anything...I do actually mean not eating anything. There was the occasional day when I could eat a few crackers, but most days there was nothing I could keep down. The unfortunate part was that I still felt hungry. Really, REALLY hungry. It made me grumpy. Really, REALLY grumpy.

I finally got in to see a specialist and he decided to do the stick a camera on the end of a big black tube and stick it down my throat thing. He got some nice pictures of the inside of my stomach. At this rate I’m going to have a decent collections of pictures of my insides (I also have a nice image of my kidneys...or kidney as the case may be...and my bladder).

Anyhow, the pictures showed that the wall of my stomach was inflamed and had a number of lesions, which was why I couldn’t keep any food down. Supposedly this isn’t a result of the Typhoid, but the coincidence is suspicious in my mind. The nice doctor gave me a month supply of pills that I have to take before each meal. I learned the hard way yesterday that there will be no sneaking of food in between meal times. Jell-O is still not my friend it seems.

The only upside to this past month has been that I lost 18 lbs in a couple of weeks. It’d be nice if I could say I’m now skinny, but skinnier will have to do. I was looking in my closet the other day and I saw a shirt that I’d...ahem...outgrew. I was like, “Hey, I bet that’ll fit me now!” And it did. It’s loose in fact. It made me happy.

You can pray for us though. It’s actually been a pretty tiring month for me. This being sick thing isn’t that much fun. This all started fairly soon after we had those spiritual attacks, and it didn’t feel like I had much time to recover from one thing before the next started.

As well, most of the guys are doing fine, but a couple of them are being...dumb. That’s kind of wearing me out too. I’m still trying to figure out what to do. It’s nothing huge, but it still has to be dealt with. I had a couple days there where it felt like there was a pretty heavy weight on my shoulders. One night I just had to get out of the house or it felt like my head was going to explode. It was interesting though, a lot of people were praying that night and the next day, and in the morning, it was like a different house. We were all doing much better.

At any rate, that’s where we’re at. If you don’t mind, I’d appreciate prayer for spiritual protection, for wisdom and patience and a sense of unity here at the house. The guys are finishing up exams, so pray for them as well.

Thanks everyone! We’re just putting the finishing touches on an update letter and a little video about the ministry here. We’ll be sending them out soon, and if you’d like a copy, feel free to e-mail me at ken.switzer@iteams.org and I’ll make sure you get a copy!
    

Wednesday, November 10, 2010

I haven’t written anything much in the past week because...well, how much do people really want to know about my life with Typhoid. The last post pretty much sums it up. It’s crazy...I sort of feel better (there’s just an underlying feeling of nausea most of the time) until I eat something. Then the whole hello it doesn’t taste as good the second time thing happens.

Can I just say...it’s making me grumpy. And trust me when I tell you it’s tough to live with ten other people when you’re chronically grumpy. I’m trying not to take it out on them, but there are definitely moments. We’re in the middle of exams here too, so the guys are a bit tense at times as well. It makes for an interesting dynamic.

On a separate but related note, I noticed a funny thing about myself last night. Okay, technically this is something I’ve known for awhile, but I finally acknowledged it to myself last night and I’m admitting it to all of you today, so...

When I’m frustrated or annoyed about something, I assign inanimate objects emotions and desires, and I think they’re purposely trying to make my life worse. That’s kind of weird right? My IPod for example. Last night I was playing a game on it and I kept losing. In my head I was fully convinced that my IPod was doing it on purpose. I mean, in the light of day I know that’s not true (mostly), but in the darkness of night (literally...I didn’t pay the electric bill on time and they shut us off until 9:30 PM) I felt like my IPod had it in for me. I sat there and muttered away to myself (and my IPod) until I finally had to put it down.

I do that with other things too. My computer (a lot)...

My fan...although I guess to be fair it’s served me well these past years and the fact that now it just sits there and hums and does nothing while the motor overheats may not be completely its fault. But when I have to squeeze my fingers in between the metal grill and try to flick the fan blades to help them get going, I’m not always convinced it’s not just being lazy. I know I should be patient and gentle with it, but most days lately I just want to toss the whole thing out the window and watch it suffer a little.

I bought three pairs of sunglasses last summer when I was home and last week all three pairs broke within two days of each other. You’re going to tell me that wasn’t planned?

I could add every taxi driver in the city to this list except that they’re not inanimate objects and they really are out to make my life miserable.

At any rate, all I’m saying is it’s tough when everything you own is trying to destroy you.

So...if you could please pray that the Typhoid goes away soon, I would appreciate it. I really didn’t even keep the Cup O’ Soup down today. I’m going back to the doctor on Thursday, so I’ll know more then. It sure seems like my body didn’t get the news that I was getting better.

Pray for the guys as well. Not just that they’ll live through this without Ken killing them (although...), but also for their exams and final projects for the year. I think they’re all doing okay, but it’s still stressful for them. Some of them are down to their last couple of weeks.

Anyhow...thanks for taking the time to read my craziness. I feel better when I can rant a little. I also feel better when I see pictures on Facebook of what people in Saskatchewan woke up to this morning and I know that I’m thousands of miles away...

That’d be snow.

Thanks guys!

Friday, November 5, 2010

Okay, so it's official.  Typhoid sucks.  I mean a lot.  Not even kidding.  It's been two weeks of crackers and the occasional Cup o' Soup.  Even jello is iffy some days.  Come on...jello.  Who can't eat jello?!  Bill would be so disappointed. 

The only upside is that I've lost six kilos so far.  Which I guess is a good thing.  But I have to admit...I'm still kind of disappointed.  Two weeks!  Crackers!  I should be skinny by now.  But I needed to lose about twice that, so maybe that's the problem.  I blame Canada.  I do okay with the weight thing (for me) until I go home.  Once I'm there though?  All bets are off.  I lay in bed in the mornings thinking about what fast food restaurant I'm going to eat at.  It makes me happy.  But like most things that make me happy, there are consequences.  At the rate I'm going though, those other six kilos should be coming off in no time.

Anyhow, back to the Typhoid.  I went to the doctor today and he told me that the bacterial count in my blood is down.  Which means I'm getting better...even if my stomach doesn't quite agree yet.  This week was interesting.  Wednesday was a rough day...but then yesterday was okay.  Today?  Not so good again.  Oh well...at least my bacterial count is down.  You know...that makes me feel much better.

The only other thing that makes me happy is that at least this time my disease has a good name.  I hate when I get some random tropical whatever that makes me feel terrible, but no one quite knows what it is.  This time though?  People are like, "Whoa, seriously?  Typhoid?  So sorry dude!"  And I'm like, "I know!"  Well, excpet for the guys in the house....they're mostly, "Ken!  What's for supper?" or "Ken!  Buy us some pop!"  But I still know that deep down...deep, deep down...they care and feel bad that I'm sick. 

Oh yea...one last thing...I'm really enjoying the fact that having Typhoid gives me a good response for a lot of things that annoy me.  I just yell, "Shut up!  I have Typhoid!"  Tonight for example?  David kept bugging me about what I was going to cook him for supper.  I kept telling him that if I can't eat it, I'm sure not going to cook it.  That however, did not seem to be good enough for him. 

Finally I was like, "Okay...I'll cook supper for you.  But remember, I got Typhoid because someone else who had it, prepared the food I ate.  So if you're okay with getting Typhoid, I'll go cook you your supper."  Then I coughed a couple of times for emphasis.  He hesitated for a moment (and I would really love to know what went through his head in that second, "Hmnm....Typhoid...supper..."), but then in the end he decided to leave me alone.   

At any rate, I do want to say thanks to all of you who've written and who've been praying.  I appreciate that.  It's always nice to know people back home are thinking about me.  =)  To be completely honest, this whole thing has been a bit taxing physically and emotionally.  If you've been following along here, you know that we came off of a fairly intense couple of week spiritually, and then bang...along comes the Typhoid.  I'm feeling the need for a vacation...even though (at the same time) I feel like I'm not doing enough.  It's a bit tiring.

But like all things, this too will pass.  It's certainly not the end of the world.  Like I said, thanks for praying.  I appreciate it.  I'll let you know how things go, and feel free to continue sending some sympathy my way...

...'Cause you know...I have Typhoid...  =)

Monday, November 1, 2010

For those of you who are new here, or for those of you who've been around but have never (yet) come down to get to know us...I thought I'd have a "Meet the Guys!" post to introduce you to who's living here at the house these days. 

So...here they are.

This is Andres.  He's twenty two years old and is a Business Major.  He has an older brother who is working, as well as a younger brother and two sisters who are living in different children's homes.  His youngest sister is living with his grandmother.

Andres is a very gifted leader and loves music.  He plays guitar and has a great singing voice.  Of course it goes without saying that he loves to play soccer as well. 

Andres was around eight when he first left home to live on the streets.  His father was drinking and becoming abusive, so Andres followed his older brother in leaving the home.  He lived on the streets for a number of years before ending up at a home for street-kids.  He later returned to his home to find that his father had left and his mother had died unexpectedly.

Andres is the most responsible of his siblings and ends up filling the "father" role for his younger brother and sisters.  He does that well, but of course it's a challenge at times for someone so young. 


This is Roberto.  He's twenty one years old and is in his third year of Law.  He comes from a family who live up in the mountains about five hours from Santa Cruz.  He has a number of siblings, but is closest to his younger brother Edson.  Edson lives here in the city, as well, and is working as a mechanic.  Edson has been spending more and more time here at the house with us, which has been great for both him and Roberto.  It's been good to see that family tie strengthen over the past few months.
Roberto ended up on the streets because of the poverty of his family.  They couldn't afford to support all of the children, so some left.  Both Roberto and Edson eventually ended up at a children's home, after spending a number of years on the streets.

Roberto is another leader.  He's also one of those guys who knows how to work hard.  He pretty much single-handedly runs the lawn care company we operate out of the house, and is always ready to go. 


This is David.  He is twenty two and is in his first year of a degree in Psychology.  He has three brothers, only two of whom he knows.  The boys lost track of their oldest brother when they were younger. 

David is another gifted leader.  As well, he exceles at soccer and has a scholarship to study at the evangelical university here in Santa Cruz.  He chose psychology because he felt he wanted to use some of the experiences of his past to help others who were going through similar situations.  He's enjoying his studies and feels that he's been able to apply much of what he's been learning to his own life. 

When David was seven, his mom left the family and shortly after, his father died.  David and his brothers were sent to live with different family members.  As is common here, the boys were virtually ignored by their relatives, and David soon left for the streets.  He lived on the streets for nearly eight years, before a young Christian girl befriended him and two other street boys and encouraged them to leave the streets for a home. 

David is the proud father of a three year old girl.  He works hard to be a good dad to her and a support to his daughter's mother, with whom he is still friends.  David was recently reunited with two of his brothers and is working at building strong relationships with them as well.

David once said that he expected that the streets would be his whole life.  He imagined he would just die there.  It's taken some time, but God has shown David that there are good things in store for him in the future.  He's excited about using his education to help others who are suffering. 



This is Ruddy. He's twenty two and studying Communication. He plans to work in either radio (or more likely) television. He recently had the opportunity to be the assistant lighting guy to an actual professional movie being filmed here in Santa Cruz. He gets to go to the premere in a limo. As you can imagine, he's excited.

Ruddy comes from a very poor family. When he was five or six, he started going out onto the streets to shine shoes or wash car windows.  He only returned to his house at night. Eventually he became friends with the kids living on the streets started sleeping on the streets as well. He began using drugs at a very young age, and struggled for many years with that addiction.

Ruddy is one of the most personable and likable people you will ever meet.  He enjoys getting to know new people and is always the first to greet and welcome visitors to the house or to our church.  It doesn't take him long to be in the middle of the fun. 

His main desire in studying, is to be able to support his family.  They still struggle in poverty, and that's a constant worry for Ruddy.  He looks forward to the day when he will be able to help his aging mom and ease the burden on her. 



This is Ivan, and he's studying physiotherapy. 

Ivan grew up in La Paz with his father and one of his brothers.  His oldest brother had been abandoned by his mom in Santa Cruz and had spent a number of years on the streets.  Eventually that brother ended up at a children's home outside Santa Cruz and went looking for his brothers in La Paz.  He found one first (Ticua) and then Ticua later returned for Ivan.

Ivan is a gentle soul with a smile for everyone.  It's difficult to believe that he was once a part of a gang with very satanic overtones.  Since coming to Santa Cruz, God has brought much healing to this young man's heart.

Ivan is still considering continuing on into medicine.  He is working part-time with the Red Cross and with a local doctor, and enjoys it.  Ivan is a great example of how God can change the heart of a person, and bring freedom from the past.

 

This is Yimy (Jimmy) and he's twenty two years old.  Yimy is studying to be an Industrial Electrician (to work with electricity for an entire city).  Recently, however, God has begun to work on Yimy's heart and he's feeling more and more called into full-time ministry.

Yimy has never lived on the streets.  He's from a poor family outside of Santa Cruz.  His parents are separated.  For a number of months he didn't know where his father was, but happily he has recently reconnected with his dad and is strengthening that relationship.

Yimy has become the right-hand guy here at the house.  If something needs fixing, he's the guy to call.  He loves to help people and has always shown a lot of compassion for those around him.  
 
A few weeks ago, a missionary spoke at our church.  Yimy felt a strong conviction that God was telling him that he could and would do that kind of work.  Yimy has the sort of gifts and abilities that are well suited to ministry.  His only fear is public speaking.  Even that, he says, he could do with God's help.  It'll be exciting to see where God leads this young man in the future.  
 
 
 
This is Alan.  He's twenty one years old and he's studying to be a Chartered Accountant.  He has a younger brother and sister here in the city.  His youngest brother still lives with his mom in a city in southern Bolivia.  

Alan also comes from a very poor family.  When he was nine years old he left his home and caught a ride to Santa Cruz.  He spent one night on the streets, decided that wasn't for him and went to a children's home.  


Alan is a very intelligent young
guy.  Throughout elementary school and most of high school, he consistently had the highest marks in his class.  He has a head for numbers and enjoys the challenges of accounting.

Alan is another fellow who loves to make friends and get to know people.  One of his dreams is to travel to Canada to see all the people who have come down to visit over the years.  His desire is to graduate from university and be able to support his mom and see his youngest brother study as well.      



This is Sandro.  He's twenty three and is studying Computer Programing.  He has a number of siblings, but is closest to his younger brother and sister. 

Sandro was born onto the streets by parents who lived on the streets.  His mom died when he was young and his dad left, so Sandro had to fend for himself at a very young age.  He took care of his younger brother Feliciano, and making sure he was okay was his priority for a long time.

Recently Sandro has begun to discover that God has a plan for his life as well, other than just providing for his younger siblings.  Sandro is studying and doing well.  His first semester he was ready to quit when he discovered he was failing most of his classes.  But with the help of a tutor and some friends, he came back in his second semester and is now nearly always at the top of his class.  He has discovered that he able to do much more than he expected.

Sandro is a worker.  He can always be counted on to do what needs to
be done without being asked.  In the past he has struggled with discouragement, but that has been changing dramatically over the past few months.  

He has recently reconnected with his youngest sister, who's eight.  He has been going to visit her every weekend to help her with her homework.  God is bringing much healing to this young man's life, and it's exciting to see how he's changing every day. 



This is Eduardo and he's twenty six years old.  He's our newest addition to the family.  He's studying at the Baptist Seminary to be a missionary/pastor.

Eduardo's mom died when he was young and his father is in prison.  He has spent many years on the streets.  Early on, however, God placed in his heart the desire to serve.  That desire did battle with his life on the streets for a long time, until finally he was able to leave the streets for the last time in his early twenties.  Since then God has continued to teach and lead Eduardo, setting him free from his past addictions.

Eduardo has an evangelist's heart.  He loves to talk to people about God.  Sometimes he struggles with studying because he wants to be out there doing something.  But he's learning the importance of a good foundation. 

He plans to begin working soon with a few of the street kids in the market area near our house.  He has also worked a lot with the AWANA program in the past, and hopes to eventually start that program here in our neighbourhood.


Those are the guys who are currently living in the house with us.  As I've said before, there are a few more guys who hang out with us, and whom we help on occasion when we can.  I wanted to introduce them to you as well.

  

This is Americo on the left and Jose Manuel (Cocoliso) on the right.  Cocoliso is the younger brother of Andres.  These guys were both two of my favourites when I worked at the home where they currently live.  Americo has one of the softest, kindest hearts of anyone I've ever met.  His mom died a number of years ago, and his father is currently serving a life sentence in prison.  

Coco is a great kid who always enjoys a good laugh.  He spent a number of years with Andres on the streets when he was very young.  Both are in Grade 12 and will graduate in December.  Americo then wants to study International Relations and Cocoliso wants to be an Aviation Mechanic.  


This is Larry, and he's sixteen.  He's studying in high school during the day and working at night. 

He's currently living with his mom, but that's been difficult.  For a number of years, she was in prison and he was living at a children's home.  Now suddenly they've been put back together, but sadly they don't know each other very well.  He hangs out with us at the house whenever he can, and he's hoping to start coming to church with us.



This is Aquiles.  He went to high school with a number of the guys.  He's a great guy with a great heart.  His mom is living and working in Spain (like many Bolivians) and finances have been difficult for Aquiles. He had hoped to move in with us, but we just didn't have the room. But he eats with us as often as he can.

Aquiles is from a Catholic background, and has come to church with us a couple of times.  He's very open to spritual things, and the Holy Spirit is definitely working on his heart. 
 
 

This is Yimy with a young guy named Aron (Aaron).  Aron is seventeen.  He works during the day and is studying at night to finish high school.  I don't know all of Aron's story, but I do know that he was at the boy's home for a number of years (where all the guys used to live) and his family is not in the picture today.  He's supporting himself.

Aron's another great kid.  He recently invited me to a citywide high school drama competition he was in.  I wasn't expecting much...he told me he was "The Youth" in the play.  As it turned out, he was the star of the production and he was amazing.  It was a comedy and he had the theatre rolling on the floor.  His team came in second out of all the high schools competing.  He's a very gifted kid.

Aron spends weekends and holidays with us.  Then every Sunday he comes to church with us as well.  He's one of those kids who has a soft heart and a great attitude no matter what's happening in his life. 


This is Ever or Ticua as he's called.  He's twenty five and studying to be an architect.  He's also Ivan's older brother.  

Ticua has a heart after God.  He's come from a very difficult past, and yet he always seems to be filled with joy.  If you'd like to hear more of his testimony, you can see it here.  Ticua hangs out at the house whenever he can and comes to church with us every Sunday.  He's currently on a missions trip to Haiti with a youth group from Santa Cruz.


There are a number of other guys who spend time here with us...Romel, Santiago, Jesus, Edson, Juan...all guys who have become a part of our family here at the house.  They all have different stories and are all in different places in their lives, but we can see God's Spirit at work in them.  And that's encouraging.  It's great to be a place where they can come and hang out and be a part of a family.  Especially when they don't have any other.

Thanks for your support and prayers.  These are the guys you're helping.  I've said it before, and I'll likely say it again...this place exists because of your prayers and generosity.

So thank you!